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12:02pm 25/03/2007
 
 
Maeve
so i think it'd be fun to be able to come back and read this in a few years, and laugh at my dorky high-school self, but if i never update, i'll never have that fun! so i'm gonna try to update this sucker a little more. 

soo. junior year is rediculously difficult, and there's way too much work. i'm failing at school right now, and prom drama sucks. that's my life in a nutshell.  more recently, i just bought new rainboots, and they're adorable, and i'm obsessed.  i wasn't going to try out for softball because i want to get a job so i can start having money for college, but my dad told me i couldn't get a job unless i had high honors, and i'll be lucky to make honors at all this quarter.  so i'm playing softball, i'm rediculously sore, but i made varsity, so that's cool. only like 25 girls tried out, so our varsity team is 15, but really 14 because jill can't play because of her knee, and JV is 10. dear swhs softball program, why are you such a joke sometimes? whatev. it's been okay so far. alicia is a kickass JV captain.  so we shall see how this season goes. i got my prom dress yesturday! i'm a little obsessed with it! the whole time, i'd been picturing an orange/pinky/yellow dress that was really poufy and fun, but i pretty much got the exact opposite. i have a teal/aqua/turquoise dress, and it's not poufy, and it's super pretty, and hopefully i'll put pix up after prom this year. 

i've got nothing else right now, but i swear, i'll do this more.

<3 maeve
mood: sick sick
music: walk it out-DJ unk
 
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07:23pm 04/03/2007
 
 
Maeve
so this is a weekend late, but i don't care.
I LOVE SPAIN. I LOVE MADRID. I LOVE SPAIN. so so so so so so much. it was absolutely amazing. and i can't wait to go back!

.......thats all.
mood: happy happy
music: enrique iglasias
 
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02:33pm 06/02/2007
 
 
Maeve
in the past two days, i've managed to disappoint 4 huge people in my life. my best friends, my mother, and most importantly, myself. great.
mood: disappointed disappointed
music: dispatch
 
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remember my name...FAME!  
08:50pm 29/01/2007
 
 
Maeve
FAME IS THIS WEEKEND!
......everyone come see it. swhs aud. 5 buckaroos. 7 pm. i'll be there. it'll be a good time, even if it is fame without music.
music: FAME!
 
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please wear your seatbelts.  
07:41pm 23/01/2007
 
 
Maeve
well today was so many ups and downs i can't even believe. i just thought i'd share so i can remember this wonderfulness forever. super.  so this morning i come in, concerned only that my white shoes are going to get filthy from the snow. what a wonderful worry.  and then kirby's there for morning duty, and i start telling her about the funniest dream i had ever last night. so then kirb and i are walking upstairs, only to find out that stephanie got in a car accident. i'm not sure if any of you know this, but steph's one of the bffls. so that makes me a wee bit panic stricken.  kara m drove by it and she said it looked like steph only had a cut on her lip, so that was reassuring, but not more than 20 minutes later do i find out that kayla p says it was a bad accident.  so i run to kirby's room with her and go call steph (in the bathroom, of course...how classy) and her phone is off, her phone is never off. so i put my stuff in my locker, update kirb, and then go back to the pee room to leave her a very long message.  i run to homeroom to do, well, nothing, except worry and get texts from hope and try to calm down. 

then we go to french and yayyyyy it's course selection day. love love love. randomly i ended up with a 92.2 on my french test, love not studying and getting A's. and she gave me a very undeserved 16.8 out of 18 for speaking. i should have gotten a 10, maybe. my speaking was a disgrace. whatever. so then that's level 4 next year, super. so then english rolls around. she briefs us through all the classes, and starts signing sheets. then of course, my sheet takes like a 5 hour discussion because 'oh i think that your skills would be great in this class and this class' great great. too bad 'this class' is a level three. and yea, i'd love to take those level 3 english classes, but colleges have no desire to see level 3 english classes as apposed to a level 5/AP. so eventually we just decide level 4, no auxilary classes, whatever.  then math rolls around, B- on my midterm, whatever whatever. B+ for the quarter, a little disappointing because if i hadn't sucked so bad at the last quiz i could have had an A-. whatever.  B overall, and if i want to take AP stats then i need at least a B+ overall. but here's the fun part, i have no real desire to take AP stats, i just need an AP. i hate college.  and then my last fake TA ever, which consisted of me going to and standing in guidance for a 5 minute question, and then randomly asking mr. mys about english. TAing also consists of me calling steph because i'm worried as hell for her.  i hear she's okay but just in shock.  which i've kinda been hearing all day, but i really wasn't gonna believe it til she told me herself.  p.s. that was a joke i totally TA before math, whatev.  so now i have bio, 62 on that midterm. since i thought i was gonna fail, super duper i guess.  i need to start kicking ass in that class, and stat. she moved seats today and moved me to the front. do you know who teachers put in the front? the stupid kids. yayyyyy me. i've never been the stupid kid before. i guess i should take advantage and stop sucking.  i'm taking physics level 4 next year because there is no way i'm good enough at math to take AP, and I have no desire to torture myself through AP physics. i barely made level 4 physics with a B+ in math. greattttttt. i need to stop sucking, stat.  and finally spanish. thank god kirbs put me in level 4, because otherwise i might have stopped talking to her for the week.  but now level 4 isn't an AP, the one AP i was pretty comfortable that I had. i can get college credit, but it looks like i have no APs at all. yayyy slacker of the year. i hate school so much.
then eighth period and I called steph again. she sounded better this time, and she talked to kirby for a bit, which is always reassuring.  ran down to bother begley, and she told me she's only letting kids who have solid A's take AP. that's fine with me, i just wish you could have expressed that earlier, when we were talking about it then, because then I would have said fine, you have a reason.  and apparently she'd been badmouthing me with laurain earlier, because rochelle overheard them talking about a girl who does music with the play (hello, music teacher) and how she was annoying them etc etc. yayyyy me. then play practice, which was unfortunately the high point of my day, because mike and julia really had to kiss today, and it was super funny. also because sometimes even though mrs. laurain can scare me, i have to giggle when she yells at kids for no reason. 

so then home to start my baking extravaganza for stephy dearest.  mhmm, the one day of my life i'll come home and need the oven, i can't use it. and this sounds horrible and unsympathetic, because my aunt just had a heart procedure, which i've been told is not heart surgery, but apparently her heart was working too hard, so she was in the hospital. so i made cookies in my toaster over. whatever. they finally got finished, and i FINALLY sat down while the last batch was going, because i'm exhausted at this point. I had a stomach bug on sunday, and i missed school on monday because I was still sick, and apparently the aftermath is a headache and a rediculously sore neck and shoulders.  so i start chatting with my dear steph, who's not in a good mood, and finally convince her to let me come over. i brought her my wondaful snickerdoodles, some fig newtons, and the craisins that she loves.  we got to hang out for a little while, but then i had to come home.  and on the way there, of course, some one had to pull out in front of me that clearly should have waited.  this made me cry for the next 10 minutes of that lovely ride.  apparently it took me til like 645 this evening to figure out that my best friend was in an ambulance today, and could have been whisked off to the hospital. and if it weren't for her seatbelt and airbags, i don't know if she would even be near okay.  i can't even begin to fathom what could have happened. nor do i wish to. and now i'm finally here, super excited for my impossible math homework (long division + polynomials = death) and studying for my spanish exam. oh i do love today. at least i can pretend to wash dishes while really watching the new gilmore girls.

goodnight kids, and please, wear your seatbelts.




************dear world, i love jenn ****** zocco dearly because i called her three or four times during this wonderful day of mine, and she always has the correct answers, and she is beautiful, etc.
mood: exhausted exhausted
music: whitney houston
 
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11:03am 16/01/2007
 
 
Maeve
hello licensed driver!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! c'est moi!
 
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rant  
09:17pm 09/01/2007
 
 
Maeve
this is becoming the weirdest week ever.  i'm getting into petty things with friends.  i never do that, ever, because i'm sure that leads to drama.  and i don't really do drama.  but i'm doubting my morals and my friends.  nothing seems right right now.  nothing is normal, nothing is what i want it to feel/be.  i'm becoming a self-centered needy greedy little bitch.  i realize this but i'm too self-centered to stop.  i want an iPod so i can get lost in the music's santuary, and not in the real world.  i want to be independent but have no responsibilites.  clearly i have no idea what i want, and i'm just feeling incredibly weird this week.  am i really who i want me to be?

i know you only live life once, so why not live the hell out of it?  i need to get my butt out and live life, yet at the same time, find a way to please my parents. this is pretty much impossible.  i have to please so many people around me.  i have to go to rehearsal every day for the play, which i understand is a commitment, but sometimes i honestly have things i have to do.  i'm going late to/not even going to a bunch of rehearsals this week.  she yelled at us today, and thankfully i just let that roll off my back.  sometimes i think that she needs to understand that we really do have to do other things.  i have to please my teachers, and do all my homework, and study for and kick ass on all my midterms.  i have to figure out how the hell to please my english teacher, who refuses to give A's to anyone except chris, alicia, and tracy.  sorry i don't agree with you on everything. if i write a paper that has enough supporting points, i still deserve a freaking good grade.  i'm already scared for civics next semester, and all that work.  i have to ace my math quiz tomorrow so i can get an A- there, and keep that grade up because i'm sure my report card is sucking this semester.  next semester i HAVE to bring up my bio grade and start kicking ass there or i'll never make it through alive.  and in spanish there is more pressure than ever.  first, if i want to get into honors/AP next year, i have to get a B or an A on my midterm, which is basically impossible in kirby's terms.  also i have to kick ass on speaking or she won't let me get into the upper class.  and if i don't do that, i'll have failed myself too, which is even more fun then failing my teachers.  and on top of all of the effing midterms, i have to study for and get my license.  my test is in two weeks from today. oh shit. i really didn't think that this day was really coming. oh no, did i say two weeks? that was a joke. it's in a week. no pressure there. good thing i can't back in or parallel park.   and i never show up to dance anymore because there's no time for that either. i suck at one of my dances, because i NEVER have time to go to it, and i might have to drop it, which i really really don't want to do.  i also have to please the freaking guidance department at my school and get all of my class decisions for next year done soon. i don't know what i want to take! if i slack off, apparently i don't get into college.  but i'm sorry, i'm just not that smart! i can't take like fifty APs. i could see maybe AP english, just because, idk, why not. i don't think i can do AP physics because i absolutely suck at math, so i guess that'll just be an honors class.  then i'll have to take level 3 calculus, and i've heard that AP stats is different enough that i could maybe take that. (jenn feel free to comment here, because you know we'll be having this chat soon anyways). i have to take economics because it didn't fit in this year.  i'll take honors french three, and hopefully honors spanish if i can get in. which will be a panic attack and a half.  if i don't get into that class, i might seriously have a breakdown. and i hate kids who have school-related breakdowns at school.  if you're going to have one, wait until you get home. please. but that'll be me. great. and kirby never has time to work on speaking with me because she has to prepare her exams. i'm also thinking about environmental science and yearbook, because colleges probably want to see me with some art in there. and speaking of which, i also have to make all of my college decisions in the next few weeks and sign up for and not suck at the SATs. i hate hate hate this. and my parents think i'm just a lazy butt who doesn't do or care about anything. sometimes i can be lazy, but clearly, i care. 


sorry if you just read that entire rant.  that was completely necessary for me to continue homework at all.  and back to the friends and morals thing for just a sec, i have no idea what i'm thinking lately, but it's just not good.

....also, prom is this year, which is suppposed to be boatloads of fun or whatever, but everyone is like, ohhhh who are you going with? and i have no idea. seriously. i'm not looking at anyone special, but clearly i'll be an outcast if i go alone. super super super. i hate this.
mood: gloomy gloomy
music: augustana
 
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11:48pm 27/12/2006
 
 
Maeve
so christmas was pretty good, i got half of spain! and a ticket to see chicago at the bushnell, and the cutest vera bradley wallet ever, and a few other things.  what wasn't good was the sickness that happened. i had such a sore throat and a stuff nose. that was so unfun.  i woke up before my momma, which was unusual,and we went down and did presents and it was cute and everything.  i got my momma a salad spinner and a cutting board, which she wanted, and my dad a who CD and the 16 blocks CD. 

day after the momma and i just took a sick day and watched gilmore girls all day, because i got seasons 3 and 4 for x-mas.

today i finally saw COLLEEN! i have not seen her since august, and i was so excited!  we hung out for a bit, and then we walked down to her town center. it's the cutest thing ever, all shoppy, and cuteness.  we went to a really busy starbucks, and it was wonderful because i love lattes.  then we went to whole foods, which is probably the coolest place EVER, and i just got really excited, and there was a dog out front, and it was painted to look like corn, and it was the funniest thing ever because it was like corndog! hahaha......i was excited about it. it was a fun fun store, and i'm glad the only thing we bought on this outing was groceries. good thing we're so cool, right?

anywho, jen's coming over tonight. and tomorrow i'm setting up for the senior center new year's party, watching a movie at brad's, and going out to dinner with jenn/kimmR, and rachel! partay.  lol

so fun things in life, i'm starting to get bored with everyday me, and i feel like i need to switch stuff up a little. try new things, have new experiences. get the heck out of my comfort zone, and find something new to enjoy. we shall see how this goes.

love,
maeve
music: real world.
 
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vacation could not have better timing  
02:08am 21/12/2006
 
 
Maeve
dear friday,

please come sooner.  my head hurts like someone punched me, and i look horrible, and apparently i just exude sickness.  i look sick, and just when i'm feeling healthy i get a cough or a sore throat.  i just need vacation.

love,
maeve

basically if vacation weren't this weekend i'd die.  i'm just going to pass out.  i have a french speaking quiz that i'm planning on completely making up on the spot tomorrow, even though i had plenty of time to practice.  i actually did alllllll of my english homework that is due tomorrow, something i haven't done in like 2 weeks. i am still behind on other english work that was due awhile ago.  i have to give up every free minute i have tomorrow for math, because i don't feel like failing another math test again, ever.  you'd think that since there are a bunch of people coming for extra help that don't usually do so, the teacher would figure out that no one gets it.  super duper. whatever.  if i don't get a good grade i will flip a shit.  im so glad that babiec is the nicest teacher ever, and we're cough cough not having a party on friday.  she's super nice all the time.  we're watching a pretty un-related movie, and just chilling out during our double period.  how wonderful, no?  spanish seems to be getting rediculous, with everything being like, 'well if you're going to spain you should def. know how to do this.' ....so the other kids shouldn't learn anything because they're never going to use it? mhmm. exactly. and she keeps flipping out at us about next semester and whatnot, and how we're all screwed, and then she scares the heck out of us, because there are 40 possible kids going for 20 spots next year in an AP/honors spanish class. i want in, but i don't want the pressure of her going over all my work with ms. petros.  like i think i'll get in (cocky, i know. i'm a jerk, whatever) but it's still scary and whatever.  rehearsal today was better because fucking llamar wasn't there. he just makes us do stupid warm-ups. and is just annoying in general. 

i love stephanie caraballo more than life.  she's so amazing. and i can tell her anything, and i do. and she's a beaut. and i'm super tee'd off it's taken me til i was 16 to become friends with her.

my license date is in less than a month. i am so scared.  i just really want this so i can be more independent, and do things that i want to do, when they need to get done.

i'm done shopping for everyone except my mother. because she's the only person who takes me shopping.  oh well. i'll get out this suicidal weekend i suppose. at least there're two parties on friday (oh shit, that's soon) that i think i'm going to.  yea vacation. i hate school so much. 

love,
maeve.
mood: exhausted exhausted
music: imogen heap
 
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winterish update.  
03:47am 14/12/2006
 
 
Maeve
i have absolutely no reason for updating except that i don't want to do my bio lab right now.  I've been really procrastinating a lot lately, it's really not doing well for me.  whatever. i feel like doing a class rundown, just for the fun of it, because they never get old! ha. yea right.
so in french, it's easy.  i have a quiz tomorrow, i should probably glance at that stuff beforehand, whatever. 
english. super annoying. i let myself get far behind hamlet-wise, but it doesn't really matter. i miss english last year.
math is the most annoying thing ever. davag barely teaches anyone, so everyone is failing her class. literally. or at least the majority of people have C's.  i randomly got a 100 on a quiz, but that's only because she helped me beforehand, and nearly told me the answers.  so that brought my grade up, so technically I shouldn't be complaining, but she is totally satisfied with herself because ONE grade in her whole class has gone up. luckily, it's me this time, but i doubt it will be like this for long. 
bio-i got far aheadish in the study guides, but i have to write a stupid lab tonight, that isn't really that hard, i'm just stupid.
spanish has been pretty fun lately, but i'm concerned about my grade, and i also have a quiz in there tomorrow that i'm currently ignoring. 

progress reports come out soon, that should be interesting.

so the christmas season is finally here, and i have to say, i'm not real excited.  i AM super happy to finally get my butt out of school for a week, but i only have the x-mas spirit sometimes, haha.  i finally went shopping with my mother the other day, which is always fantabulous.  we went to laila rowe in evergreen and bought the cutest headband, EVER, which proceeded to snap clearly in half as soon as i got home from school the next day. super angry about that, but we're going to bring it back.  old navy was the most successful shopping trip i've had in awhile. i bought some fake uggs, but really they're just slippers.  i convinced my mom they were shoes because i really want some uggs, but i don't buy leather shoes.  so they're super comfy and wonderful.  bought a cute sweater (which apparently i look like a hippie in), and a holiday shirt (finally! now i just have to find my santa hat!)  i've been doing secret-santas up the ying yang.  julia figured out that i had her, but it was alright.  i made her some green cupcakes (they were festive, not moldy!) and i'm bringing her some socks on friday.  we're doing a secret santa at church too, which is kinda cute as well. 

the killer cuatro are doing one too, and i already know what i'm buying for jen.  and it's a good price too. love love love.

speaking of love, i feel like i've been neglecting some of my friends lately.  i've been acting like a jerk.  I hang out with the same exact people all the time, which i have absolutely no problem with because they're my best friends, but I really need to  hang out with the people i barely talk to anymore.  because when i leave them out of my life, i get left out of theirs, and that just makes me feel unincluded and a little unloved.  so basically i've been telling everyone that i love them lately.  if you're reading this, i love you.  i wish we hung out more. 

i also really wish i had my license, because i want to go visit some of my friends that live a little further away, like camp kids such as colleen and haley.  and i just want to be more self-sufficient.  i need to get a job so badly so there can be a hope of a car in the future.  my parents have nearly covered all of spain, so i'd have to do this one for myself.  anyone know of a place that's hiring inexperienced 16-year olds? the only thing i have under my belt is excessive working with kids.  yeaaaaaa summer camp.  i miss it.  maybe i'll go see if kid's gap needs help! haha.  i told myself i really didn't want to work in a clothes store, but whatever.  I'm desperate, no lie. 

Alright, it's really late, and i need to do some more bio, so I can go do all the rest of my homework that's due tomorrow.  love you all.

<3 maeve.

have a nice day. no really, i hope you have a great day.

p.s. what is this beautiful weather. this morning I was walking around outside in my short-sleeves. what is this all about? I love it! but i do kinda want a snow day. those are fantabulous. 
mood: tired tired
music: Kings of Convenience
 
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11:36pm 09/12/2006
 
 
Maeve
My town has a local small newspaper.  In every issue, there are "speak outs" which allow others to express their opinions about anything they would like.  This week, an entry was submitted:

Plant Problem
    
I don’t get vegetarians. They don’t eat meat because it’s a poor, helpless little animal. But plants are alive, too!
Why is it okay to eat plants and not animals? They claim they wouldn’t want to harm a living thing, but they go ahead and do it anyway. Do they have a problem with plants or something? I never understood it. If you only eat plants, then you’re eating a lot of animals’ food. Maybe that’s why they’re going extinct!

......are you serious? or better yet, are you seriously that stupid? PLANTS DON'T HAVE  NERVOUS SYSTEMS YOU FREAKING IDIOT.  THEY HAVE NO NERVE ENDINGS, AND THEREFORE FEEL NO PAIN. OH MY GOODNESS HOW DUMB ARE YOU? and they next time you think you're going to be funny and try to fight a vegetarian, realize that many are very well educated on their life choices.  Also, in response to eating animal's food, you're eating animal's food as well.  Animals eat other animals.  And so you may say, well humans are animals so we should just eat animals too, right?  Humans, excluding the author of this "speak out" are generally quite intelligent, and we now have the ability to live completely off of plant products.  I have not eaten anything with animal products in 10 months, and I am still a living, breathing, healthy individual.  This has nothing to do with animals going extinct.  Part of extinction is the environments animals live in, usually destroyed by humans who wish to create an office building, or another fun little tourist spot. 


.....thank you for listening to this rant. it was completely necessary. why are people so ignorant? hmmm?
mood: enraged enraged
music: Rusted Root - Send Me On My Way
 
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03:29am 07/12/2006
 
 
Maeve
i feel like the only way i'm going to figure out what i'm feeling is to do something completely out of character. 
music: Kings of Convenience
 
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09:55pm 20/11/2006
 
 
Maeve
today during third period (that's around 9:30) i used some nice smelling hand sanitizer (no joke, nice smelling!), and my hands still smell good. and i've watched them with different types of soap since then. this makes me happy.

what makes you happy today?
mood: groggy groggy
music: All I want for Christmas - Mariah Carey
 
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do you know me?  
07:55pm 14/11/2006
 
 
Maeve
gracias liz.


(2 Points) My name:

(4 Points) My last name:

(4 Points) Who am I in love with:

(1 Points) Where did we meet:

(6 Points) Take a stab at my middle name:

(1 Points) where do i work:

(3 Point) what am i afraid of:

(2 Points) Do I smoke :

(3 Points) Do I drink:

(3 points) Do you think im a virgin:

(1 Point) Do I have any siblings:

(2 Points) How many:

(2 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:

(1 Point) How many piercings do i have:

(4 Points) How many tattoos do i have:

(3 Points) What's my favorite type of music:

(4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing:

(3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:

(2 Points) whats my favorite color:

(3 Points) name something i hate:

(4 Points) name a talent i have:

(4 Points) whats my phone number:

(4 Points) what kind of sneakers do i wear:

(4 Points) do i have any pets:

(2 Points) Who am i dating/liking right now:

(5 Points) how long have i been dating them:

(5 points) how tall am i?

(5 Points) What is my worst habit:

(5 Points on creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island,
what would I bring:



ILL SEND YOU YOUR SCORE WHEN I GRADE IT



80-85 Points; Best Friend.

70-79 Points; Great Friend.

40-69 Points; Friend.

20-39 Points; You should hang out with me more! Ask Me when.

00-19 Points; Either you're a crappy friend or you're a new friend!
mood: cold cold
 
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03:00am 07/11/2006
 
 
Maeve
so, it's really cool when you're an embarrasment to your parents.  tonight was the spain meeting and there was a lot of talk about food, and i couldn't go, so i wasn't there to be rediculed, so everyone kept looking at my parents.  my parents aren't really confrontational, and i was told multiple times that they just looked akward.  wonderful.  because basically everything in spain is made of meat or cheese, both of which i won't eat.  so skoronski actually mentioned my name, which is usually fine/funny, but my parents aren't really that easy-going, and just think of how much i am embarassing them.  wonderful. sorry i have more beliefs than the rest of the world's fuckers. jeez. leave me out of it..

....oh and just to add to the drama world, which i never was in until this spain trip, i now have to choose between 4 of my best friends. i can room with steph and jen, or i can room with alicia and julia. i don't know what to do. i love all four of them.  great great great.  and it's only me that has to choose. i know it sounds horrible, but none of them are really friends with jordan, so she gets what(who) i leave behind.  so basically i come out as an ass in any and every possible situation here.

on the upside, i went to hope's tonight with jen h and steph. seriously we are my favorite people ever. me gustamos. 
mood: pissed. pissed.
music: abandoned pools
 
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JEN'S COMING TO SPAIN!!!  
08:44pm 03/11/2006
 
 
Maeve
as if spain couldn't get any better, now jen h is coming. i probably would have flipped if i knew how today.

..so this morning i went to give skoronsk my spain moola, and she's like ooh, i have something really exciting to tell you! but then she of course wouldn't tell me, which was super lame, but she told me she'd tell me later. so i'm all impatient, but i figured i'd go ask her after spanish, but thankfully i didn't have to wait that long. So we're sitting in spanish class, and everyone is waiting/studying for the quiz, when skoronski starts hop/skipping in. and i was like uhhhhh, what? and kirby's like, do you want to do it now? and so then they both walk over to jen and i start FREAKING OUT. because now JEN'S COMING TO SPAIN WITH US! so basically it was me, kirby, skoronski, and jen, all freaking out at once. and then julia started freaking out. and then the rest of the class was like WTF? and so i'm like JEN'S COMING TO SPAIN!!!! and then steph c. walks in, and another complete freakout occurs. basically couldn't be much more excited!

anddddd today was wonderful because my schedule consisted of, lockin, math quiz..wasn't too too hard, but then again i probably messed it up. oh well...then babiec wasn't there..hello TWO HOUR study hall. loved that...then pretty easy spanish quiz, preceded by finding out that JEN'S COMING TO SPAIN!!!!..and lockout. loved today like woah, just thought i'd share.

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mood: ecstatic ecstatic
music: FERGALICIOUS
 
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11:03pm 22/10/2006
 
 
Maeve
so that was possibly one of the greatest/worst weekends ever. so friday was kinda boring because i couldn't go out cuz the PSATs were saturday morning, but i really didn't care. i got to watch my new favorite game show, 1 vs. 100. if you haven't seen in, you seriously need to. friday nights nbc 9 o'clock. its amazing. and i don't really remember what else ensued that night, but i'm sure it was fun. so then saturday i had to get up rediculously early for the PSATs, which i took in mrs. wimer's room, which is weird because i took my CAPTs in there too. whatever. johnson was my proctor so basically i saw her in rediculous amounts last week. they were fine, who cares. dad took me out to Moe's, which was only a little gross. whatever. got home and did some homework. then my dad and i got in the hugest fight ever, which completely sucked, but he actually listened to me eventually. and then this is basically where the goodness starts.

so sammy g (youth group) decided we were gonna go to elm knoll to go on a haunted hayride. so we met at church, and then drove out to the hayride. at the same time, i told jen to come with us, even though she's doesn't go to my church/isn't in youth group...or high school for that matter. so we all get tickets and we're standing around freezing our butts off, and so jen and i decide that we're gonna go get dunkin' donuts for the juniors. because our ride had no chance of coming in the next hour. or hours, so we get almost there, and christine calls, like uhh we're leaving!..so i start freaking out b/c we're like 15 minutes away and we were cold and we just wanted some dunkin' donuts! so we start speeding our butts back to elm knoll so the adults don't know i randomly left with my friend. and i miss out on getting my money back with people, so jen is of course a sweetie and goes for me, and basically it was so horrible for her, because she had to speed back and just pretty much drop me off in two seconds. it was kinda lame, and i felt guilty for an extended period of time. but she said it was okay. so now the next time we hang out it has to be fun or i'll just be the lamest person ever. maybe mixing college kids with high school kids they don't know isn't a great idea. not doing that again. so i get back and christine is on the phone with me, and i run out of the car and joe, christine, emily and i all pretend like i got lost in the parking lot. so we finally all get back in the car and we're laughing histerically, and trying to pretend like i just barely made it back in time. fun stuff.

so then we all went to friendly's where they had a big long table streched out, but of course only the sophs. fit there, so emily, joe, christine and i just decided to make a junior table, cuz we're pretty much beyond cool. and for the rest of the night hilarious things ensued, and now two of the kids i TA for think i'm nuts. I don't talk during their class, and then i was a wee bit obnoxious at friendly's, and they're like uhhhh..what? love it love it. that was rediculously rediculously fun. can't even explain it. and then today i had to get my butt up and unwillingly go to church, ugh. but then we went pumpkin picking and i drove for like an hour. and then jen h and steph c came over so we could study for spanish and they are some of the funniest people i know so it was pretty much two hours of non-stop laughter. wondaful wondaaaaful weekend. and now i have shitloads of hw. hoo-rah. and i kinda just discovered that tuesday is gonna SUCK. ah well.
mood: cheerful cheerful
music: tribute-tenacious D
 
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12:22am 13/10/2006
 
 
Maeve
lately ive been feelin pretty self absorbed.  I have no idea what's going on in some people's lives. and when i do know something's going on, i brush it off and fill it in with one of my stories. i'm an asshole.  one of my best friend's parents are getting divorced.  she seems so unphased, but that was when i checked with her a week ago.  she brought it up yesturday and i shrugged it off.  my best friend in the world has amazing things happening in her life.  she's so involved in school and she is so worldly/smart.  i don't spend enough time with her to even take it all in.  that is not completely my fault, but i wish our free-time schedules matched a little.  i come off to my friends that my priorities are all wrong.  one of my bffl's is trying to plan her party for the weekend of teen weekend, and she's trying to plan it around my schedule. fuck that. i love teen weekend, but i love my friend.  i don't care if i'm only at teen weekend for 5 hours.  my friends' party should come first. she is priority in my life.  camp is summer.  i love teen weekends and all, but i really love camp during the summer. i know that the majority of people reading this will be at teen weekend, so sorry.  i want to go really really bad, but if i don't stop being an asshole that'll suck.  but then of course if i miss teen weekend i miss seeing my best friend. jeez life is fun, isn't it.  my social life is sucking, which really shouldn't matter, but i feel like my friendships are gonna start going down the crapper if i don't start talking to people.  I know as a result of just this school year ive basically lost two friends because i don't see them ever and our friendship isn't strong enough to make that not matter.  and i know, if our friendship wasn't going to make it anyways, who cares? yea..i do.  college is in effing less than 2 years. it sounds suicidal, but i don't have that much time left with these people.  i need to start being more productive with my dumbass schoolwork so i can have my friends back. and i need to get my own effing priorities straight so i can stop being such an ass. sorry if you read this whole thing. 
mood: stressed stressed
music: james blunt?
 
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06:43pm 06/10/2006
 
 
Maeve
i would just like to express my excitement to anyone who is reading this, that
I'M GOING TO SPAIN IN FEBRUARY!!!!

really spain! really another country..really another continent! i'm beyond excited. yayy not enough seniors signing up for the trip and alicia and julia coming. im pretty much beyond uber excited. andddd we're going to morroco for a day too! ay ay ay!!!!

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p.s. i'm going to cape cod this weekend for anyone that cares. the ENTIRE family is going. aunts, uncles, grandma, the whole shabang. this shall be interesting.  texts are always appriciated.
mood: ecstatic ecstatic
 
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07:45pm 01/10/2006
 
 
Maeve
fuck it.
 
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